i hate it when my neurons collide. some days i am at war with myself. my addie thrive in company, charges his batteries around people. likes to goof around just hanging and chat. my aspie thrives alone, in quiet and focusing on what he likes at the moment.
i joined a few new groups on facebook. my addie loves the easy, relaxed way people just post and converse. my aspie hates all the small talk and superficial yapping. he wants substances. talk that means something. so his energy is not squandered. my addie keeps coming up with silly jokes or just wants to surf from person to person doling out ♥♥♥s.
and then both end up depressed.